SOMEWHERE IN-BETWEEN

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 SOMEWHERE IN-BETWEEN (A poem)

 By Anuma Maxwell


Somewhere between anger and pain

There I found myself on the plain

Past emotions haunting with it's cane

What then was all my gain

I count my loss after three years being main

The aftermath, I tried staying on my lane

Only for your post to put me in pain

I see myself as slain

The anger trying to drive me insane

I take a journey with a retrospective plane

To the past on my thoughts train

I end up coming out drain

The whole event I can't wrap with my brain

How I hindered the growth of your grain

Tears pouring down my eyes like rain

False conceptions and assumptions is the chain

So sorry if you thought I was a comfort lane

That will hinder your growth with a jealous cane

But deep down you know I'm no Cain

Your success and happiness is still the main

That in the end, we shall all gain

I will keep being on my lane

For now, I'm in-between anger and pain.

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